~*MeMoRy Lane*~

Monday, August 25, 2008

Today is fairly a miserable day for me. No class on Monday? Impossible!! It’s really hard for me to adapt to the drastic changes now. Just not long ago, I’m having classes everyday from Monday to Friday. But now, I only have 2 days of classes per week. I really miss last time’s timetable although it’s a bit hectic.

Now life seems to be less interesting compared to last time. Staying at home alone everyday really drives me nuts. I just wanted to keep myself occupied by studying and studying for my T7. But it’s clearly not working. I kept thinking about why I did not put in enough effort last time and filled with grieve and regrets now. I know this incident has already been over for a week now. But I will never ever forget what has happened. All the emotions and feelings I felt on that day still lingered in my mind. I tried so hard to forget about it and move forward as there’s no point crying over spilled milk, but I just can’t get myself to do it. The best thing I can only do now is trying very hard to cover up my unhappiness and act happy and also hope that time can heal everything.

I know what I’m experiencing now is only a small obstacle. It’s nothing compared to what “xxxxx” is experiencing now. So I shouldn’t complain. I know it’s not really appropriate for me to reveal her name, but I really pray and hope that everything will be smooth sailing for her. I’ll willingly lend her my ears and let her share her worries and unhappiness with me if things turn up otherwise.

Note: I still miss my college friends. *Sobs*

she told the story ... 1:57 PM