My World

2008-10-01T00:48:00.003+08:00

Tired, tired, tired and tired.. I skipped class today, and went to Berjaya Times square with my two cousins. =P I fetched them from their house at 11am+ to KTM. This was the first time I sat KTM =.=”” Voon didn’t bring “touch and go” card. Due to our lack of experience of taking KTM or public transport, both my cousins decided to share the card. From KTM to KL sentral, the rate was supposed to be RM1.60 for each of us. But when we reached monorail, Xh’s “touch n go” card from RM 73 left with only RM48!! All of us panicked, how come left so little??!! Later on we found out that we’re not supposed to share the card. Or else the rate will go hare wire. Luckily the extra charges can be refund. =)

We ate Sushi King for lunch and shop around for clothes. We randomly tried some clothes in a couple of shops. Three of us went into one small fitting room and tried many different clothes that we chose earlier and then took some pictures of it.. =D Pretty hilarious when some clothes we tried looks really funny and weird. As usual, I’ll be the only one ended up buying it. =.=””

Later on we shop around for Voon’s “future bf to be” ‘s birthday present. She bought a wallet for him, considering that his wallet already “koyak” lol. After that, we had our dinner at a Hong Kong restaurant, *forgotten what’s the name already* before we went back.

On the way back, when the KTM stopped, the train jerked a bit. Voon lost her balance and stepped on a guy’s foot really hard with the tip of her high heels and stepped on Xh’s foot too. “ouchhhh tong ar” that guy was moaning.. Voon kept apologising. I can’t help but laughing at his reaction and expression.. It’s bad I know. =.=” But he was half joking anyway, I assumed.. lol. Luckily I was not standing behind her XD

Reached home at about 9.30pm after fetching my cousin back. So tired and sleepy now.. But it was pretty fun after all.. =D

2008-09-29T23:23:00.003+08:00

Finally the progress test 2 it’s over!!!! Wee~~ Temporary freedom before the next exam which is in a fortnight time. This course has nothing but exam. =.=” Kinda sick of my books already, sick of staying at home everyday just to study. I must go out before I started to rot. Anyone, feel free to ask me out. Hehe..

By the way, I’m having a headache now, since the progress test today. Maybe it’s due to my lack of sleep for these past few days. Barely even sleep 3 hours per day. Feeling a bit cranky now haha. Tomorrow it’s suppose to be a holiday.. But I still have class tomorrow. =.=” So tired already, feel like skipping class tomorrow and sleep as long as I want. *sigh* Lets just see how’s my mood tomorrow. If I’m feeling good then maybe I’ll be going for class. =P

I guess that’s all for today.. Nothing interesting to write anyway..

*Life can be such a bore~~*

2008-09-14T03:06:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to blog these few days.. As you know, life’s boring.. Every day it’s the same routine over and over again.. Since now I can’t sleep just yet because of my hair which is still wet, so I think I’ll just blog a bit about the previous days.

Few days ago which was on Thursday, after attending law class, Emiko, Chu Ying and I went to 1u. We had lunch there at Just Thai. Cath joined us at about 1pm+ for lunch. We spent quite some time chit chatting at the restaurant, because it has been quite some time since all of us has the opportunity to sit down and chat like this. =) After that, we went straight to shop for facial stuff. After a few shops we went, both Emiko and Chu Ying bought what they wanted, whereas Cath and I didn’t buy any.. Lol. Chu Ying got to go at around 5pm plus, so we hugged and said goodbye to her. =’( It’s funny that we hugged and said goodbye to her twice because shortly after we said bye to her, we met her again!! O.o The three of us went to a few more shops to look around after Chu Ying had gone back. We went back shortly after that too. It was an interesting and enjoyable outing, but it’s such a waste that we forgotten to take photos and that steff was not here too. =(

On Friday, I went out with my cousins again to Sunway Pyramid and shop for shoes, bags and some birthday presents which she has to get for her friends. That day was pretty tiring because I’ve been going out the whole day for two days consecutively. I walked till the side of my big toe has a deep crack. I didn’t even notice that it’s bleeding till during violin class, no wonder my toe is so painful whenever I walk. =.=”

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Tomorrow is moon cake festival... Opps! It’s today cause it’s already past 12am. =.=” It’s sad that I’ll be celebrating it alone, without my families.=’( Both of my parents will be going out of town today, and will only be back on Monday. I will have the whole house to myself for one day and one night. O.o It’s gonna be a scary and lonely night~~~~ =X

2008-09-04T15:30:00.005+08:00

Rain continues to fall,
Rushing down the many faces of earth.
Shadows of death cloud my heart.
My mind spins and spins in a whirlpool of thoughts.
I find myself in a maze that has no exit.
Darkness starts to enclose around me,
Who am I? What am I?
The Song of Twilight rings in my ears.
Yet, the full moon breaks the darkness.
I'm on a beach full of the moon's vivid rays.
Although it continues to rain heavy tears.
The thoughts of loved ones death's also clings;
To the Earth like love to my heart,
My name is of some importance...
But is it exactly my name?
Do I say goodbye to the me I used to know?
I think...maybe...or maybe not.

I begin to realize,
My life is changing.
Growing up and moving on
Do I say goodbye to those I care so deeply for?
"It would seem like forever"
Before I'd be happy again.
Although it is not the end,
I am just one person in a "Sea of Faces."
Looking ahead I realize "Better is one day,"
Than none at all...
Lift your head high and don't dwell on the past.
I begin to think of who I am
I am a child...
"Who wants to wish upon a star,"
My emotions are moved by music, movies,
And bad things happening to those who are dear.
My imagination is the key to knowing who I really am.
For I get lost everyday.
The real world no longer exists,
Imagination is the key to "wishing upon a star."
"Wishes Dream a Dream."
My thoughts act as my dreams...
They play like a movie in front of my eyes.
Which no one else can see nor comprehend.
When reality comes back...
I remember college and all that ties my mind and heart to this Earth.
College will be ending...
Friends moving away...
What are my plans for life...

Life is unpredictable
Life jumps up and down
Life makes crazy twists and turns
It is something we take for granted
Something we mourn for when it is gone
We are told to treasure every moment...
But more often than not, with time,
This awakening tends to fade away...
It’s sad but that’s the truth of life.
As much as we want to do something,
We are sometimes bounded by the boundaries of our life and reality
And we can’t fly as high as we want to..
And we can’t venture out as far as we would like to..
But I think we should really try to live each day like there’s no tomorrow,
As there may be no tomorrow left for us to do what we should do today.

2008-08-31T23:45:00.004+08:00

I was supposing to blog on the day before yesterday or yesterday. But I couldn’t really find the time to sit down and blog.. So here it goes about Avril’s concert on 29th of August....

The time of the concert was stated to be at 8.30pm. So I was thinking of getting there as early as possible since I’m not having any class on that day, moreover the ticket I bought was free standing. But unfortunately, my cousin who’s going with me was having a test on that day itself from 2pm till 5.15pm. So I’ll just have to wait till her test over before we could start our journey there. Everything started to delay because I was suppose to pick her up at college at 5.15 sharp but I was late because I have to buy our dinner before we go. As you know, I’m always late for everything. By the time we reached the stadium, it’s already 7.30pm!!!

It just started to drizzle when we reached there. But thankfully we brought umbrella. Upon entering the stadium, the guard there told us to keep our umbrella. After we have gone inside, each of us were provided with a raincoat. All of us look so silly with that raincoat on, and it’s extremely stuffy and hot with that stupid raincoat till my whole body was soaking wet not because of the rain, but because of my own sweat!!

She started to perform at around 9.15pm. Luckily the rain has stopped by then so I can remove that silly raincoat. The concert was great, and her singing rocks as well. But throughout the performance, I was struggling to see. My view was blocked by the front people as I was standing on the 3rd or 4th lane from the front as a result for being late. Majority of the audience consist of guys. They’re standing at the front and they’re damn friggin tall!!!! I even have a hard time trying to capture some decent pictures of hers with my lousy shooting skill as there were so many hands in front of me nonstop waving. =.=””

The concert ended pretty quickly at 10.30pm. =( Despite of that, the concert was really fabulous and spectacular. Avril can really sing well during live. It’s such a great experience and memory. I hope she would come again to Malaysia for her next world tour. =)

PS: For the Merdeka countdown yesterday in Sunway, It sucks big time!! No fireworks WTH??!!

2008-08-28T19:28:00.005+08:00

Phew... Finally it’s the end of progress test 1 for me. XD I haven’t sleep since last night till now. Busy studying..... What to do? Can’t make it to finish my studies before the exam. It kinda becomes a habit for me to study at the 11th hour. =.=” Then at the end, I always sacrifice my sleep to try to finish it up. Luckily I don’t feel sleepy during exam =P

After the exam, Steff, Liza, Nadia and I went to pyramid to watch movie and have lunch together. We watched “Mirrors” It’s a horror movie. The storyline was quite interesting, but sad to know that it’s a bad ending =(

Anyways, I think that’s all for today’s update. I can hardly open my eyes already. Lastly, all the best and good luck to those who are still having progress test...

*Looking forward to Avril Lavigne’s concert tomorrow. =DD*

2008-08-26T03:50:00.003+08:00

Miserable night...or should I say morning? It's almost 4am and I'm still wide awake. Never mind I'll just post this song that I love, by Avril Lavigne..

I Will Be
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

refrain:
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you're here with me

refrain:
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Coz I will never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

bridge:
Coz without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah...

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, did you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay (more)

lalalalala~~ *yawns*

2008-08-25T13:57:00.002+08:00

Today is fairly a miserable day for me. No class on Monday? Impossible!! It’s really hard for me to adapt to the drastic changes now. Just not long ago, I’m having classes everyday from Monday to Friday. But now, I only have 2 days of classes per week. I really miss last time’s timetable although it’s a bit hectic.

Now life seems to be less interesting compared to last time. Staying at home alone everyday really drives me nuts. I just wanted to keep myself occupied by studying and studying for my T7. But it’s clearly not working. I kept thinking about why I did not put in enough effort last time and filled with grieve and regrets now. I know this incident has already been over for a week now. But I will never ever forget what has happened. All the emotions and feelings I felt on that day still lingered in my mind. I tried so hard to forget about it and move forward as there’s no point crying over spilled milk, but I just can’t get myself to do it. The best thing I can only do now is trying very hard to cover up my unhappiness and act happy and also hope that time can heal everything.

I know what I’m experiencing now is only a small obstacle. It’s nothing compared to what “xxxxx” is experiencing now. So I shouldn’t complain. I know it’s not really appropriate for me to reveal her name, but I really pray and hope that everything will be smooth sailing for her. I’ll willingly lend her my ears and let her share her worries and unhappiness with me if things turn up otherwise.

Note: I still miss my college friends. *Sobs*

2008-08-23T15:45:00.003+08:00

This blog is seriously dead.. It has been over a year now since I’ve last updated. O.o I didn’t realise it has already been such a long time. Time really passes so quickly.

Considering the fact that this blog is kinda dead, I decided to revive it by adding entry for today. I suddenly have the urge to blog after a long period of studies. =.=” It seriously drives me crazy because I can’t even sit still for 10 minutes?! But what choice do I have? Progress Test is just around the corner. Sacrifices have to be made in order to succeed. I won’t allow myself to fail anymore even if it’s just a progress test. One bad habit I have while studying is that I have to eat, eat, and eat!! Every few minutes I will be opening the fridge to find if there’s anything to eat. By the end of the exams, I’ll definitely become a fat pig. Haha, so much for my studies. =.=”

Staying at home for the whole day drives me insane as well, since I’ve already get used to going out all the time. I’m definitely going out tonight or else I’m gonna become rusty soon. =S

Thinking of which, I really miss my classmates. Most of us are different class already. =( It doesn’t matter fail or pass, either way will still split up. Unless I take 4 papers for next semester, then I’ll be same class with both sides. O.o It’s ridiculous, I know. =XXX

2007-05-07T10:23:00.000+08:00

Went to 1u ytd wit tim n ju. At first not going d, but suddenly ytd morning ju called n ask me to go >.< I reached 1u at about 1pm i think, then met ju, jo n nick infront of WH. Then later we split. Ju n i went to the theater at new wing there to find tim. Then later i queue up to buy tix for spiderman 3. Unfortunately it sold out, so we decided to go to the old wing's instead. We bought tix for 2.30pm. So b4 the show start, we decided to go n hv lunch first at bbq plaza. We took ages to eat our lunch, so we're late for the show by half an hour =.= During spiderman movie, ju's so funny. She so easily got frightened, I jz cant stop luffing at her reaction XD. After the movie, i went to toilet, whereas ju n tim go n buy cash. After tht, i went to dream world to wait for both of them. 3 of us took pics together. After dividing the pic, tim says he gtg. So after he left, ju n i took somemore pics. It turn out sucks for me tho, i'm bad at posing. zzz After taking photo, ju's mum called. So she has to go home. And she's walking home!! I offered to fetch her home but she insist to walk. zzzz so stubborn hor? =.="

Overall this meet up turned out quite ok la. Tim n i abit quiet. whereas ju talk the most. o.o She like bla bla bla bla bla non stop O.o lol XD tht's all for now...

2007-05-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. I'm suppose to blog on first of May which is labour day. But forget. =.= Nvm i blog now.
1st of May-
Voon, xh, n jh suppose to reach my hse at 10.30am. But they reached at around 11.30am. hmph.. So i fetch all of them to 1u. The main purpose we went there is to watch spiderman3. But this blur blur voon, so stupid din book ticket. So by the time we reach there, the ticket all sold up n the queue is extremely long. So we decided to go to the old wing of 1u to watch Hills Have Eyes 2 instead. we bought 1pm ticket. Tht show is quite violent n gross n exciting n scary. O.o Oh well, when we enjoyed the most exciting part of the show, suddenly *blanks* the show was off n the lights were on. o.o WTH is going on. Everyone there's like "Oii" lol then a bunch of girls went out to check wats going on. A few min later, they were back, saying tht there's no electricity. So voon, me, xh n jh all went out to c wat its like for 1u not to not hv electricity. We went out n c, it turned out tht only the stupid theater no electricity, the rest of the shop out there got. So xh n i decided to go to the toilet while waiting for the electricity to come back. B4 we manage to go into the toilet, jh called me n said tht the electricity is back. So we quickly rush back to the theater to continue wit our movie. =.=

2007-04-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

Wow! it has been more than one month since I last blog. >.< guess I've been getting lazier n lazier edi. =.=" My college orientation started last monday, i decided to blog on it but ended up didn't. =X nvm i blog bout the important ones. Last monday start at 8am. So quite rush, cant find parking space at tht time. So i simply park my car on the side. In the end i got summon for RM80. Got scolded real badly from my dad T_T

After the orientation, no class for a week. Nice huh. =D Today class officially started. =\ Class start at 12pm, but i reached college at 11.15pm to meet voon n xh. They showed me where my class is n where to collect text book. And i found out from the admin office tht they had change the class time to 12.30pm.. swt

Voon n xh's class started at 11.30pm so left me alone there waiting for stupid class to start. Sitting there like a fool dunno a single person some more. But nvm at least i make new fren. Her name is stephanie. =D

Class nth much lor. the first day teacher din really teach. Jz roughly explain wats the topic all about. Oh Well, I'm getting abit worried d. Cuz i totally dun understand those topic at all =X And Its alot different from the Principal of accounts tht i studied last year. =.=" Class ended at 2.30pm same time as voon n xh's class. So since they dun hv transport home, i fetched them back. ^^ wanted to register to become ACCA member in voon's com. Cuz my printer not working. But then later she remembered tht her internet is not working. Swt.. So i guess i hv to buy new ink instead, cuz registration due this Friday. zzz

Guess tht's all i hv to say bout today~~

2007-03-11T00:45:00.003+08:00

Weee~~ I'm back!!! Finally national service is OVER!!! hoorray =DD Forgive me if i havent been blogging for like 3 months? It's not tht i want anyway, it's ns fault. They kidnap me for 70 days!!! Well, so all I can blog now is bout ns. If i were to blog every detail, I think it's gonna took forever, so Im gonna shorten it as much as i can. I'm gonna separate it into 2 parts.

Went to pick up point at Stadium MPPJ. Saw lots n lots of frens from my sch there. But when i stepped into the bus, none of them were from my sch n I knw none of them. =( My camp consist of 400+ trainees ( duno the exact figure)
When i went there for the first week, I'm like OMG the life here is sooo miserably boring. There's no activity at all. The whole day, we'll jz stay at dorm doing nth. =S But later as day goes by, there's more n more activity tht we almost cant cope with it.

Daily routine- Morning 6.30am assembly, after tht we do some exercises such as stretching till 7.30am, then we'll take our breakfast. At 8.30am, we have to gather again =.=" in class uniform. waiting to go to cb class which starts at 9.00am. At 10.30am we have break cuz tht's our minum pagi. then we continue our class back at 11.00 till 12.30pm which is lunch time. After lunch, we have break till 3.00pm. This the time where everyone goes back to dorm to "zzz" At 3.00pm, we'll hv random activities everyday. sometimes marching, sometimes "kembara halangan", sometimes sukan kreativiti. After tht at 4.30 we'll hv our minum petang n dinner at 6.30. Then we get to bath and get ourselves ready for 9pm's taklimat. 10.30 is our minum malam. Then we're off to sleep at 11.30pm. So this is roughly wat we did everyday.

Unforgetable activities from (Jan 1- Feb16) b4 cny-
We get to go to other camp which is Camp Princess Haliza to do water confidence, kayak and rakit, cuz the trainers said tht our camp's lake is not suitable. Water confidence is like u get into a group of ten, then u wear life jacket n go into the lake holding hands with ur group member n form a circle in the lake. It's quite fun for me, but some ppl with hydrophobia, they screamed their heads off n cry!! O.o As for kayak, it's fun too! one kayak can fit two person. So i partner with an indian girl(too bad we cant choose our own partner) I sit at the front cuz she said she dunno exactly how. I started to row my boat forward excitedly, the weird thing is the boat is not moving at all. Then i turned to my partner at the back, wanted to ask her wats going on. To my surprise, she rows the boat in the opposite direction of mine. NO WONDER THE BOAT'S NOT MOVING!!!!! =.=" As for rakit, it can fit up to 10 ppl, so 10 of us sit in it n row according to he leader's order.
We also got chance to shoot m16. One day b4 we went to shoot, TUDM ppl came n teach us theoretically on how to shoot. Then the next day, we went to the deserted area by bus. Each of us gets to shoot 30 live bullets!!! Cool huh. =D Whoever score the highest mark will receive a hamper. And guess how many marks i got... "0" tht's right. =.=" The highest score in my camp is 89 if i've not mistaken.

(Feb 22- Mar 11) After cny
Not much except for jungle trekking. After the marching competition, we had navigations on how to find our way using map n compass. We went to an oil palm estate 4 this activity. From the oil palm we find our way to the next checkpoint which passby a secondary jungle n into a hill which called Bukit Botak cuz there's no plants growing on it, all rocks. After tht we make our way to the next checkpoint which is at malay cemetery. The last checkpoint is near the palm oil factory. once we reach there, we lay a piece of canvas and eat our lunch there. Abit like picnic. It's so tiring especially when u hv to walk so far n climb hills n walk on an uneven road carrying a heavy army bag. Sweat!

Then the next day after navigation is wira jaya, which is build tent in the jungle n stay in it. The jungle is only 5 minutes walk from my camp. We went there at about 8 sumthing, then we started to clear up the place tht we wanna build tent. After gathering some long woods, we started off building tents. We took a few hours to complete the tent. Then trainers taught us how to cook some simple food. Later during lunch time, we ate rice provided by our camp's canteen =.=" We stayed at the jungle till 6.30 b4 we went back to camp. In between tht period of time, we went back to camp a few times for toilet despite there's toilet tht we built in the jungle. Actually we're suppose to overnite in the jungle, but our trainer is considerate enuf to let us go back.^^ cheers for the trainers.

Besides all these activities, we- Buddhist got chance to go to the temple every saturday. We went to the Jenjarom temple. It's really huge n nice n air conditioned. We went there to learn bout Buddhist and do some charity work. After tht, at 6pm we will get to eat the vegetarian there. It's truely delicious. We had so much fun over there n the ppl there are v nice too. I would like to visit tht place again if i had a chance. Eventho i'm not in tht religion, but i appreciate their teachings.

I'll put the pics tht i took during ns into friendster, then the balance which cant fit, i'll put it in photobucket.

Last but not least, I'll really miss my friends at ns and appreciate every moment together. The moment when we eat together, sleep together, bath together, laugh together, cry together, play together, do all the activities together, n spent the 70 days together. Eventho most of them stay quite far away from me, but i hope i can still keep in touch wit them. ^^

*yawns*

2006-11-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

I really din blog for soooo long d. Haiz, due to Spm. So i decided to blog today, at least jz to update my blog cuz it seems so dead now. >.< Today nth mush to blog tho. Tmr's paper are Add maths 1 n 2. Wednesday would be physics, thursday would be chemistry, friday would be moral. 3 consecutive days of exams. T_T Next mon would be Biology, and............. FREEDOM!!!!! I've been longing for tht since like the first day i went to sch. Can't wait for it to happen.

After tht one month of freedom, it'll back to square 1 again. NS!!!! Not looking forward to go at all. But luckily my camp is at Selangor Kuala Langat. So it'll be quite near for my parents to visit me =P Well at least I din get Sabah or Sarawak or Kelantan right? Phew. thank goodness. Thankfully i got 1st batch too, cuz more holidays. hee~~~ =D

erm tht's all about today, oh wait!! it's not even about today. =.=" Nth more to write d. *blank*

2006-10-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

Wah.. I din even realise tht I've not blog for so long d. =.=" Nth much to blog anyway, cuz I've not been to sch for 2weeks plus d. =P But I went to school today, cuz it'll be the last day for me to go to sch until SPM. I think..

Today's sch is so crazy... Whole day laughing n laughing only, until my face muscles oso ache d. swt.. Teacher barely teach at all. ZZZ it's a waste of time to go to sch d. Actually the main purpose I went to sch today is to pass my fren sumthing n settle certain things with teacher. After recess tht time, my frens wanna c the councelor, so I tag along with them. After spending like half an hour there, we reluctant to go back to class, so we jz ponteng n lepak around the sch until sch ends. =P

ps: haiz stupid SPM getting nearer n nearer d, sob sob sob~ I'm so NOT looking forward for it to come, but looking forward for it to ends. Is tht possible?? =.=" lame i knw. zzzzz

2006-10-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

I went to 1u today wit my cousins^^ They suppose to reach my hse at around 10.30am the latest, but they only reach at 11.20am. =.=" I jz dun understand wat took them so long.... When we first reach there, we kinda wanted to watch movie, but then we changed our mind. We went straight to help jian hao look for the right present for his gf. We went to memory lane and he found the right present for his gf, which is a Soft toy cat. He bought cat bcz he says tht his gf love cats. Oh well... But in my opinion, i think the best present for his gf is anything as long as it's something to do wit pig =P Cuz his gf name Zhu Wen, "zhu" means pig in chinese. muahaha. In the same shop, I bought a fury ball which cost RM5.90 to hang on my phone. ^^ It's so nice to touch =D After tht we went to play the arcade games. Each of us bought 10 tokens which cost RM5.00 After sometimes in the arcade, Voon suddenly complain hungry, so we went for lunch at KFC =.=" xh, voon and I bought lotsa food, but I dunno y this jh refuse to eat, even after we offer him some food. o.o? After lunch we went to speedy for a while then only go to popular. Voon bought some chinese novels, and I bought 2 cash card. ^^ The cash card cost RM48 for 2. Swt... Soo expensive!! But I still buy anyway =P

Later on, we went to anime tech, voon and I both bought 2 boxes of 1000 pieces puzzles. I chose Tsubasa chronicles, and chobits bcz the drawing are very nice^^ It's costed me RM15.90. After tht we had a drink at A&W b4 we went home at 6.00pm. They hang around at my hse for a while, then my parents brought all of us out for dinner. They went home after dinner.

I feel so tired now, =.=" but happy^^

2006-10-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

Actually I'm suppose to blog yesterday about driving test, but I forgot. =.=" Oh well.. Anyways, I pass my driving test edi. ^^ yahoo~ Overall I've practised for 10 hours b4 I took the test. I'm soo glad tht I passed. I oso wanna congratz Yasmin for passing her driving test together wit me^^ I can get my licence next wed or thurs, can't wait to drive de. =P

The driving test took place at about 8.00am, and ends about 12.00pm. But I only get to reach home at about 3.00pm. T-T I spent 3 hours in the car, O.O omfg!!! He guy has to fetch a couple of ppl home b4 me n Yasmin. After he dropped the last person b4 us which was in Sunway Pyramid, he doesn't know the way from there to our hse. Swt... So we're lost, and he's driving round and round trying to figure up which was the right way. But the main problem was, everywhere was sooo jam!!! every junction he turned, was jammed up. =.=" So tht's the reason y i got home so late. Aftertht, I got acc tuition at 3.30pm. But I decided to skip it tho, cuz I'm too tired and stress up de. T-T

2006-09-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

Whoa, I din even realise tht I've not update for so long d. O.O What to do, I'm kinda busy. T-T
Btw, I plan to skip school until SPM. Still not sure whether can anot. I hope can lar. ^^

Today I went for driving lesson. Actually I started learning yesterday. It's soo coool and fun. =D So far I've learn 3 pointer, slope, and parking d. Fast huh. ^^ The driving test is on 6th of October. >.< Tht means I only get to learn 11 hours of driving. Haiz.... Just hope tht I will pass la, or else...... well I dun really know what will happen then. =.="

2006-09-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

Haiz~ Life's really miserable and boring especially coming to exams. T-T Have to study study study.. I'm kinda fed up wif tht already. I always try my best to avoid study by doing other things else, such as suft the net, watch anime, play games, decorate my site, smsing and outing. =.=" I felt like i'm running away from reality, from the truth, from the fact tht SPM is coming~~

Haiz, now i hv a new obsession. =.=" I accidentaly got myself addicted to anime. Wat the hack!!! Most of my fren's watching, so I watch lor. But I din expect myself to get addicted!! oh my!! SPM!! going to hancur d leh. Swt.. I hv to stop myself b4 it's too late. Now it's still at the early stage, not tht crazy yet. Aiyo, I hv to refrain myself from so many things bcz of SPM. Life's really sucks wei.

kla gotta study d. * i'll definately will get distracted from my studies within 15 minutes time* =.="

2006-09-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

This morning heavy rain~~ Soooo nice to sleep, but sadly hv to wake up for school. :'( I'm so reluctant to wake up frm my beauty sleep. T-T If not bcz of stupid trials, I would hv skipped school d.

Talking bout exams, I've screwed chemistry test today for both pper 1 and 2. muhuhu.. But it's so unfair!!! Other class's ppl already got the complete answer for all the sub in gerak gempur!! All they do is memorise the bloody answer, then copy, whereas I've to study like sheat!! =( Ish, wat type of system is this ar, they where can do like tt one?!! So many ppl complain d, but i heard rumours said tht we hv to resit the test. eee I dunwan to resit d la. So mah fan!!! Haiz, tmr still got physics test, then again ppl already got the answers and i dun hv. sob sob. I'm gonna screwed up tmr's test too. My frens already gave me some tips, but I WANT THE ANSWERS LA. lolx So tht I can score haha. Btw tht's actually cheating, nvm la tips already good enough. ^^

*omg must study d* k la, tt's all for today.=D

2006-09-12T18:00:00.002+08:00

Another day has passed, and it's getting nearer and nearer to SPM now. :o So scary >.< Well I'm blogging now bcz I hv nth else better to do. lolx.. I skipped physics tuition today bcz i'm suppose to practice my add maths =.=" I'm having add maths test tmr o.o My add maths is damn poor T-T I nvr get A b4. sob sob. I need add maths tuition!!! Voon!! TEACH ME ADD MATHS!!! ahaha. =D

I've change my blog's song to Maple Story- El Nath. hehe I love this song =D Actually I prefer the main theme for Maple Story, sadly I can't find it. T-T But this one's already good enough. Another sad thing is- I'm gonna stop ms until after SPM. T-T It's three months there, without ms. :'( Wat to do? we hv to sacrifice sumthing in order to get sumthing in return. Haiz, life's like this.... After SPM, I can only play for one month. T-T Then hv to go ns d. =.=" then again, 3 months no ms. sob sob sob~ During tht 1 month period, I'm gonna play like crazy. I'm gonna play 24/7 to make sure tht I can at least reach lvl 75 or more b4 I go ns. =D K la, tht's all for today, gotta study d. =.="

2006-09-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

Whoa. Long time din blog d. =.=" Well lazy i guess. XD Hmm.. it's suppose to be Friday, but it's already turn midnight... So tt means i'm bloggin about yesterday's I guess.
Well.. I finally went to school today after I skipped for 2 days. And I'm soo looking forward to go to sch today, cz i know teacher's not teaching, so I can hv fun the whole day. But sumthing happen which kinda spoiled my mood. T-T Oh well.. during English period, suddenly 2 prefects came into my class looking kinda serious. Then I was thinking tt mayb they jz gonna hv a spot check. But Yasmin, who's sitting beside me, kept on praying "Oh plz, don let me get detention again, plz plz plz..." Then I thought tt's really weird. Then suddenly the prefects called my name. I'm like wtf!!! Ironically I kena instead of Yasmin. =.=" Then I followed the prefects out. They told me to go the car park there to wait, while they go other class to call up other victims. Then I wait dumbly over there for the rest to come. Around six other girls got call too. Then the prefects ask us to sign our kesalahan. U know wat, I got called up jz bcz I din button up my baju kurung and din rolled down the sleeves. Sooooo LAME!!!! Then later the dicipline teacher came and gave us a lecture. After tht, she let me go, and the rest hv to stay back for punishment i think. She let me go with warning bcz she thinks tt i'm a good girl^^ Well lucky me. Thankfully I din really get detention. =D

Haiz tt's all for today... Gotta sleep d. *yawns*

2006-09-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hieeeee!!!! Well, I have add maths and physic test today, physic is quite ok, but then add maths is kinda screw up d. T-T I hope I'll pass... Actually I'm not really in a good mood today :( Well everything jz doesn't go my way at all. Sub-consiously I'm still worrying about my result =\ But then later on, everything change ^^ After my violin class, my dad brought me to 1 u to buy a new hp for me =D SOO HAPPY!!! Finally I have my own phone!!^^ It's Nokia N 70, well it's abit pricey but I beg my dad like hell!!! =.=" Hard work pays.. haha

Well tht's all lor, nth much happen today. Well ms has become my daily routine. Haiz, I still don't know when am I gonna stop playing it. So many ppl criticize me liao T-T everytime tease me for playing too much ms. T-T sob~~ Well tht's life, can't really do much about it =P

2006-08-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

Well, I din blog for so many days d. What to do, I'm busy lately. I'm either busy studying for exams, or busy playing ms. So no time to blog. >.< Haiz damn crappy la. =.=" Hmm.. Nothing much happen today, I jz don't know why I blog today. Well maybe because I'm too free?? haha. I had Sej, Add Maths, and Account test today. Well.. Sej and Add maths ok ok to me, whereas my acc is kinda screwed up T-T It's objectif and I don know how to do a single question. So I use my old trick-" e ne me ne my ne more." to choose my answer. Now all I can do is hope to get as much right as possible. :'( And then tuition today is damn boring!!! =\ I sat at the last place because I'm late. Well tht's me..always late for everthing. =.= So I can't see, can't hear, and felt sleepy too. The girl sitting beside me jz lay on the table and sleep throughout the lesson!! Oh well..

I'm soo tired too. Since last week, I've only sleep 4 hours everyday. Slept at 2am and wake up at 6 sumthing in the morning. T-T The other thing tht bothers me alot is my hair. >=\ I went to cut my hair on Sunday. I have no intention to cut short my hair, BUT THE STUPID GUY GO AND CUT MY HAIR UNTIL SO SHORT!!!!!!! I looks like an idiot now. sob~ Feel like slaping tht guy!!! arghhhh. Haiz, my mum's trying so hard to convince me tht my hair is still nice. Well, mayb I'll jz have to accept my new hair style. T-T *yawn* I think I better go to bed now. ^^

2006-08-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

So..I had my Undang-undang test today. Went there around 10.30am with Yasmin. I was so nervous tht time bcz I din really study T-T Yea, tht's me, the last minute girl who does everything at the eleventh hour =.=" What to do, tht's old habbit, can't really change it 'd. Yasmin and I waited for soooo loooong for our turn. +.+ We waited there until 1.30pm when it reach our turn. sianz =.= While waiting there, sumthing happen!! There's this crazy guy, sot sot dae come and disturbed Yasmin. O.O Started asking her stupid question, then later on try to get her full name and phone num somemore!! Yasmin jz totally ignore him, and tell him off when she gets too annoyed. Then later on, she reported to the person incharge there. Tht crazy guy can't help it but to leave the place. Phew... It's quite an scary incident, but what to do, Yasmin is too beautiful liao, guys jz got attracted to her. LoLz.. Then later I scored 47/50 for the test. Not bad to me, bcz I din really study. =P Scared me, I thought I'm going to fail for not studying. =D

Then later play ms lor. What else can I do besides tht? Then later Juliana created a really nice dp for me^^ How nice of her =D After tht I tried to play audition, but my stupid com don let me. =.= there pop out "invalid files hv been save" >.< haiz~ sick of this com, but it's my life oso. Can't live without it.^^ hehehehe. I today got a bit siao 'd don know y. haha

2006-08-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

The bright side of me....
Today I woke up at 7.00am >.< Bcz hv to go listen to the undang-undang thingy. Yasmin reached my house at around 7.30am, then my mum fetched us to my cousin's house to wait for the instructer to pick us up from there. Reached the driving school at around 8.45am, then register and blah blah.. The weird thing tht happened today was, when they trying to get my thumb print by using some device which can scan thumb print into the com, I jz don't know why it keeps on failing. I've tried both thumbs, but it still can't get my thumb print. After trying for about 15 minutes, finally they got it. O.O It's so weird!!! After my turn was Yasmin's, and it turn out fine for her. Why like tht ar??! I remember last time I made my IC tht time, the same thing happened. They can't get my thumb print oso. And there's one time during bio lesson oso, teacher nid our thumb print to see which category we belonged to, so I put my thumb on the ink and tried to print it on the paper, but the only thing tht came out was the shape of my thumb tht's all, no lines. o.o Weird la, like tht i can commit crime without being caught, lol bcz I don't hv thumb print. =P

After tht, I reach home at about 5.00pm =.=" Haiz whole day wasted, no chance to play ms bcz my parents are at home. :'( I'm still wondering whether or not I should one shot take finish my driving test instead of after SPM.

note: I guess the only thing which can actually makes me happy right now, is ms. It can really take ur mind off something. I felt so delighted whenever I play tht game, as if all the burden has been lifted off my shoulder.^^

2006-08-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

The dark side of me....
Lately I jz don't know what exactly has gone wrong with me T-T I easily break down and cry at some really small matter. =.=" Even the slightest nag from my mum brought tears to my eyes, and a normal sad song makes me wanna cry like hell. I'm not really the kind of person who cries easily, but lately I jz don't know what happen tht makes me feel so emotional. There has been so many things going on lately, and I'm having sooo much stress from school exams. I jz can't take it anymore, sometimes I'll come to a stat where I thought of commiting suicide, bcz there's no point living in this world. But I know it's really stupid to even think about tht. I really really hate myself and thinks tht I the most useless person ever, and hope tht I never been born in this world. Some ppl thinks tht my life is perfect, but it's soo not true. Consciously everything seems to be fine, but sub-consciously everything's wrong. I jz can't figure out what has gone wrong with me. T-T I wanna fix everything up as soon as possible so tht I can be the real me again.

"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.

Consciously, you've forgotten it.

That's the way the human mind works.

Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us

to entertain, we reject it.

We erase it from our memories.

But the imprint is always there."

(Can't wash it all away)

(Can't Wish it all away)

(Can't hope it all away)

(Can't cry it all away)

The pain that grips you

The fear that binds you

Releases life in me

In our mutual

Shame we hide our eyes

To blind them from the truth

That finds a way from who we are

2006-08-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Nothing interesting to blog today T-T unless about test?? Well, I don't feel like blogging about test also, it's driving me nuts now >.< Thankfully next whole week is a holiday, then i can take my own sweet time to study =P Btw, this Sunday I'm going to listen to the undang-undang for driving. I beg it's gonna be damn friggin boring in there. Thankfully I'm going with my friend, or else I jz don't know what's gonna happen. Hmm.. Maybe I'm going to bring hp there and sms throughout the period, and mayb mayb my mp3 player to listen. =D ahaha. I feel like taking my car driving test all together instead of after SPM. But don't whether it can affect my studies anot =.=" haiz. My life is sooo restricted by stupid SPM!!! Sick of it >=/

Well tht's all I can blog for today. *yawns* hmm.. I think it's time for me to go to bed now. Nitez^^

2006-08-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

Whoa finally finally finally!!!! I got times to post^^ Haiz this week's exam really driving me nuts >.< Almost almost gone crazy!! I stayed up until 1.30am every night to study, then wake up at 6.30am the next morning O.O Damn stress.... n tired aswell. Well this is wat happens when u study last minute =.= I still have test tmr, but it's english and est, so right now I can chill and relax a little 'd. Anyway I don't wanna mention about test any more. I've already screwed every paper this week, so there's no point for me to talk about it and be sad. T-T

Ms Ms Ms, omg!! I got myself addicted to tht game again T.T Haiz y like tht??!! I'm having trials now and SPM is SOON already, and yet I'm playing tht game like crazy..Oh well not as crazy as last time though. It's an good achievement I guess. :P

Another thing.. I can't really enjoy this week's school holiday, sob. After the holidays there will still be my trials. SOoo still gotta study like crazy.

note: But I'll still be playing maple story :D muahahahaha...

2006-08-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

Today is quite a nice day for me ^^ But it's still a lil hectic. Early in the morning have to wake up to prepare for 10am account tuition..Well not really tht early though, around 9am like tht. Bcz i'm gonna hv my account test on tuesday, so teacher's trying to guide us a lil b4 the exam =) Actually I'm quite worry about account bcz this will be the first time i sit for acc test. By the way, after the account tuition, I went and play ms :p What to do, after the long hour of tuition, gotta play some games to ease my mind^^

After tht my mum brought me to see our new house. b4 we went home, I tried driving my mum's car for some distance. It's so fun!! This was the first time I ever drove a car!!! Honestly speaking, I din learn driving b4 nor take any driving test nor hv a license. I'm sneaking, but of course with my mum sitting beside me =p My next target is to drive my dad's car. hehe. But i can only sit for driving test after my SPM :'(

*can't wait to learn driving and get my license^^*

2006-08-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

MY TRIAL EXAM IS TOMORROW!!! omg omg omg O.O"

2006-08-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

Well..I went to school today, bcz b4 my flu even started I'm already cured. muahahaha :D Anyway school today is quite boring =.=" Got the stupid ceramah thingy so boring!!! I dozed off during the ceramah, great isn't it?! haha. Anyway, I manage to get some tips to answer questions, not bad after all. ^^

I sign in to maple story today. ahahaha :p Bcz there's a new map coming out today which called "Omega Sector" Anyway this map already came out ages in Mapleglobal =.=" By the way I only get to play like 5 minutes only >.< Bcz got stupid tuition.. haiz. Everytime tuition tuition, so fed up 'd. =.=" I wanna play ms :'( I wanna faster lvl up till lvl 50.. currently i'm still at lvl 49. My stupid cousin la.. never help me play also, they only play their own noob character. swt.. My character so pro^^ also they don't want. haiz!! what can I say, stupid betul!!

note: I'm skippin school tmr again. wahahahaha =D

2006-08-07T14:06:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. having a bad day today. I'm down with flu, and exam is this Friday!! :'( Finally it's my turn to get flu, after so many of my frens getting it =.=" Hmm..I wonder who's the one who past it to me...? o.o"I don't really feel good today T-T I've already lose count on how many times I've sneeze today.. My nose is block too, sob!! can't smell anything. Thankfully my voice hasn't change yet^^ and I hope it wouldn't. Or else I'll sounded like a grandmother. And not able to sing in the shower or when my favourite songs are playing. Maybe I can use this excuse to skip school tmr again^^ Jz pray tht my plan goes on smoothly. ahahaha :D

2006-08-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

^^ Today morning went out to eat breakfast with parents. Then later around 10.30am after breakfast, we went to Florenza to choose our wardrobe design. After tht around 12.05pm, we went to Mid Valley.. But b4 we can even reach the parking place, outside was already soo jam tht we can't even go in >=\ so my dad decided to turn back and go to Sunway Pyramid instead. Since now is mega sales, so i decided to do some shopping^^ I went to Roxy and saw a really nice handbag.. The handbag is made of leather and cost RM199 after discount O.O I wanted to buy it, but daddy says it too expensive :'( So I bought a RM49.90 handbag from RadioActive instead =.=" I also bought four clothes today. One outfit from SEED which cost around RM44.50 after 50% discount, and the other three from P&CO. which cost around RM 88.90 altogther. Quite a good offer they had there^^ there's still many other clothes which caught my eyes, but it's too expensive, cost about RM 100+ to 200+ I wanted it, but parents don't let >.<

After tht we went to 1u =.=" mum has to buy pen, sadly pyramid does not have book shop, so have to purposely go all the way to 1u to get it.. sianz.. Reach home at around 6.00pm.. Once again, the whole weekend gone without me touching the book. haiz i don't think i can make it to study fin for trial exams.. Screw everything including myself.. Tmr i'm skippin school. muahahaha!!!

2006-08-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

I'm not really happy today :( At first everything's alright, we have lots of fun chatting with each other, telling jokes, laughing and laughing like a crazy mad fellow o.o But later, I did something really stupid, which totally spoiled everything and turn everything upside down T-T Really really stupid... Eventhough it's not something serious, but I do really really feel guilty... I feel so bad :'( It's really an accident and I really really don't mean to do it at all. i swear that i really don't mean it. I'm really really sorry :( I just hope that incident doesn't ruin our trust and friendship. Although from the appearance she doesn't seem to mind, but deep inside i know she's still piss at me. I'm soo sorry....

2006-08-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Haiz...Today's another sleepy day!! Today I woke up at 8.00am__abit late cause I din go to school today :p Anyway, today whole day is so sianz =.=" I've been trying to study, but not really successful cause everytime I open the book for not more than 15minutes later, I'll doze off..-ZZZ T-T

Today's tuition is kindda boring oso.. More boring than usual..I feel sleepy again during tuition=.=" I usually folo a guy's car home after tuition, cause I don really hv my own transport to go home.. and u know what??!! His mum is always late to pick us up >=( Tuitions ends at 5pm and his mum came to pick us up at 5.30pm!!! I'm so fed up of waiting like this every week without fail!! Standing there staring into nth and waiting like a fool!! ARGGHH!!

Today's violin class is oso quite boring, bcz it's only half an hour. Actually it's suppose to be on Friday, but teacher postpone it to wednesday cause she can't make it on Friday for this week..

Btw I'm having a history test tmr!!O.O I din really study :'( I tried studying jz now but I doze off for 30minutes =.=" *My mum came into the room to find me sleeping instead of studying.. her eyes almost pop out of it's socket!!* Thankfully she only nags for a while, or else I jz donno what to say...
*Click update b4 she goes into her bed and sleep soundly*

2006-08-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

Boring boring boring...There's nothing really great to blog about today..=.=" Anyway I'm kindda tired and sleepy today. I slept at 12.45am last night and woke up at 6.30am this morning O.O Less than 6 hours sleep!!! But I've already adapted to it, because I'm not really tht kindda person which sleeps all the time. It's kindda a waste of time to sleep. Time is precious u know??!! Btw, i'm half asleep today during physic tuition=.=" I really can't help it la.. it's sooo BORING!!! I kept looking at my watch, so looking forward for tuition to end, so tht i can go back...Haiz!!

Actually I'm planning to skip school tmr and sneak out with my friends to 1u..but I change my mind..Cause I know I'll be dead if my parents ever finds out. Anyway, I'm skipping school tmr for good reason..it's to study. harharhar. My trial exams are really near!! sob sob sob!! It's on the 11th of August!!! It's so crazy cause other school's trial is at Sept, whereas mine's at August. T-T I jz don't get why my school has to put it so early>=( haiz. I can't go out tht often anymore. :'(
I hate exams!!! HATE HATE HATE!!! If i were the minister of education, I'll abolish exams, so tht students do not have to suffer :p

2006-07-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

Today is my birthday!!!! I went to Sunway Pyramid to celebrate with my cousins:) We suppose to go there at 9.30am, but ended up reach there at 10.30am.=.=" They're always late tht's y... Anyway, we decided to go there early bcz we wanna skate. Early will be less ppl, so we can skate better lolz. I'm so thankful tht i did not fall even once :D Xiao Hui and Jian Hao both fell once. hahaha. But they're lucky bcz when they fell tht time, it's not really wet yet. After tht we went to do some shoppin. I bought two pair of really longgg earrings, which cost about RM5, and oso two colourful shoe laces to put on my converse shoes :) it cost about RM3.90 each. Then later we went to the theatre to watch American Hunting. U know wat.. it's such a waste of money!!!! Tht show is only 1 hour 20minutes long!!! And it's so miserable!! The story is quite similar to "The Exorcism of Emily Rose" but it's slightly better. We went home at around 7.45 pm. Then later I went out for dinner with my parents at around 8.30pm....

Now seems like the ache on my leg muscles are getting worse bcz of ice skating. :s Anyway it's worth it, bcz i really do enjoy myself :p

2006-07-28T09:59:00.000+08:00

Hie!!! My name is siewlin. I know it's kidda lame=.=" That's y I hate to write the first entry. it's so boring and stupid!! Anyway, I need not to introduce myself, because all the info is in the profile.... I'm not really the type of person which writes journal. This is my first time writing journal, so I know it's gonna sucks. Btw, writing journal gives me a really weird feeling, I feel as if I'm talking to myself!!! Well..maybe I'm not use to it yet. Hmmm...there's nothing much to write about, except for the aches on my whole body muscles :'( Well, in yesterday's sports day, I participated in three events which are 100m, 4x100m and 4x400m. I get so exhausted!!! But what to do, they can't find anyone else to run... haiz!! anyway it's my last year at this school, and it's the last time i get to participate, so there's no harm done to run for the one last time b4 i leave this school..

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